You're Killing Me Smalls!

I'm a very patient person. It's true. But everyone has a breaking point and I'm about 3 inches from mine.

Not good.

I don't understand why my generation must function off of negative everything!I'm probably the happiest person you'll ever meet. I have my moments, but all in all, I'm never one to put my ish on someone else and make them suffer hours of torturous converstaion about something in my life I'm unhappy with. The most I'll complain about is boy drama (which I've been trying to cut back on)but I'm a 17-year-old girl. It's to be expected.

But people, really. Cheer the frick up! You have no idea what the constant complaining and oh-woe-is-me attitue does to the people around you. People will resent you. Life is so much better when you're just happier. Everything isn't the end of the world and don't forget that someone out there has it worse then you. And you have no idea what the person you're heaping you "troubles" on is going through. You might be putting them in a worse situation.

Please please please PLEASE don't expect any sane person to feel bad for you if you're just sitting there moaning about how horrible you life or relationship is if YOU'RE doing NOTHING to fix it. Come on guys, get it together. You're going no where in life my complaining about EVERYTHING.

You should try maybe praying. I know the Bible and God turns a lot of people off, but I've seen it done and once you accept Him and trust Him, you'll be 109878745938465309485x happier. Or just being around people who know Him will help you too.

But this sitting around and complaining about everything nonstop has got to stop. I can't take it anymore.

And I know in this whole journal I've been complaining about all the complaining but this is more of me protecting my sanity and trying to prevent myself from attacking my friends, who I love dearly but am about to punch in the face because nothing else is gonna get them to shut up or fix their lives. I'm done being a venting station. I can't take it anymore. I use God to deal with things. I'm going to tell you to try the same.

So please, if you're ready to fix things for real and understand true happiness that LASTS, I know how to help that. But I can't help you if you wont help yourself. So please, stop expecting me to work magic.

~Fin

Loving everyone and everything in Christ is amazing.